I realize that it’s been almost a month since my last entry, and it’s for the exact reason you might have guessed: my love life is nonexistent.
In the last month, I’ve let communication with Jack fall by the wayside. He just wasn’t doing it for me. He’s smart and cute and funny and perfect on paper, but the spark isn’t there for me and the sex certainly wasn’t worth going back for more.
Rick was a total weirdo, and as I was hoping, never contacted me again after Thanksgiving. I’ve been to many parties (‘Tis the Season and all that jazz), but have not met anyone worth writing about. I’m waiting for someone to knock my socks off, and in the past month no one’s even come close to even taking my shoes off.
I also lost my job this month. Which was actually one of the best things that has maybe ever happened to me. It was shocking, and slightly disappointing at first, but the newfound freedom has helped me focus on working on the projects that I am passionate about and has opened so many doors that I am actually giddy about the possibilities that lie ahead of me. I think I am on the verge of something big, and it’s probably a good thing that my love life has died a slow death because it’s given me more time to put my energy into myself and my career. I think that I’m working my way into a new realm of possibilities and with it will undoubtedly come a whole new platoon of men who are better, smarter, and cuter than the ones I’ve met this year.
I’m actually looking forward to saying goodbye to 2009. The future seems so much brighter today.
